Daddy I'm So Sorry:'(

Daddy I'm so sorry,
For the pain I've put you through.
I've realized only know,
All this time it was me not you.

I shut you out of my life,
Never dared to let you in,
I held so much against you,
Every single little sin.

But i never thought about you,
And this pain i made you feel.
I only thought of all the bad,
And all the scars i now have to heal.

The conversation we just had,
Brings me to never ending tears.
Of how i always thought of you,
As my biggest fear.

I hate myself for thinking,
You were the devil in this game.
When all along it was me,
How can i live with so much shame?

I know you hurt me deeply,
The pain will never go away.
Maybe now I'll be different,
Maybe there'll be better days.

I admire you so much,
You are so incredibly strong.
You lived a life of hell,
How could i ever be so wrong?

I never was the daughter,
You wished that i could be.
I only wanted to make you proud,
Yet i still wanted to be me.

Daddy I'm so sorry,
So sorry i said i hated you.
I wish i was someone else,
And take away the pain I've put you through.