Where Do I Go From Here

Crawl to my room
Wipe away the smile
Sit alone and cry
For the longest while

I now am alone
No one here to find me
Tears are rolling down
Tears are rolling free

Want to leave this place
But can't pick up the knife
I don't want to live
But don't want to end my life

Where do I go from here
How will I escape
In a life I cannot leave
But a world I cannot stay