Voices in my head

It all started a long time ago
I cant even remember when
some one or something made me feel so low
I know it happened back then

If I knew what was wrong
I would do it over again
they say that time makes you strong
but why do I feel like this has come to an end

Too many things are screwed up
especially the inside voices in my head
I wish that they just would stop
telling me I am better off dead

They say that no one will miss me
if I slit my wrists with a knife
I could put an end to my misery
and my messed up life

The voices wont let me eat or sleep
they messes me around
they tells me to cut really deep
so that my body is the only thing to be found

I have lost so much weight
but still I look fat
if only it wasn't too late
but I am so tired of being sad

I don't wanna live anymore
because of something that happened back then
I can't turn back no more
even though I can't remember when.

Copyright 2005 - Sabrina Stelmach