Bleeding From the heart

I made a friend
She turned my life up right
When I was around her I felt different
I felt like this is where I belong
For once I belonged
I let her into my heart
And she betrayed me
Because of my mistakes
She never admitted to being my friend
But she was evertying I ever needed
But she shut me off
In every way possible
It wasn't an enemy who hurt me
Than i could bear it
Nor was it someone I hate
But my Friend
My eyes waste away with grief
My strength fails because of my iniquity and My bones waste away