Hide my Pain

A girl hides her pain
from everyone around
trying not to cry
wishing pain would magically fade away

Everyone thinks she is ok
no one knows how she feels

The chaos in her life is overwhelming
the pain consumes her little by little
until it has her soul

There is no peace she can find
she misses her old life
what she used to have
until grief took it away
and never gave it back

she sits in her room wondering
"why me?"
"Better me than someone else"

The people she loves
tell her things will get better
when they get worse and worse

Her parents fight in the background
her mind wonders
where no mind should wonder
she wishes she could understand what went wrong,
where did the life she once love end....

XXX emogirl