Architects And Hearts

I trusted an architect
I trusted her well
i gave her my hearts design
my lifes plan.

make me pretty
leave out all doubt
give me eyes blue as the sky
i don't expect perfection.

she assured of a build
she swore it would be swell
there would be no problems
there would be no breaks

she was the best i hired
she was top out of them all
someone who knew me best
my architect

i knew it was hard for her to work
her mood wasn't so happy
during her training years
the teachers weren't to kind

she'd been hit
she'd been hurt
she sought peace in building
she thought rest in a job well done.

everyday in and out
her heart would skip beats
not the good ones
they caused blood leaks

her head hurt in ways
ways that no one else has felt
her breathing hard
a chest not made to last

her feet and legs
so weak and tired
toe nails unclipped
almost failing to resist collapsing

on the first of july
its the end of a tiring night
she's killed by car
she's the driver inside.

on that unexpected night
the architect died
she did not accomplish
what she started

never will i take chances again
never will someone replace her
she was all that i had
she was my saviour