Hate for all the wrong reasons...

by Rolo   May 4, 2006


Your words they taunt me, your voice it stays
Inside my mind, intruding my ways
Leaving me restless, uncertain of me
Invading thoughts of what I should be

Hating the way your love is inspired
Losing myself each time it's acquired
And letting myself fall into this hole,
Attacking wounds which need console

Against your ways, and all that you are
My spirit has drifted, this time too far
I cannot recover, I object to return
My screaming voice is of no concern

I hate that I know I'm just a mistake
A drop of spilled milk, another retake
And I hate that I know no matter what I do
I'll never be able to start hating you

I love you so much, you don't even know
I'm beyond too attached to ever let go
I'm stuck, I'm confused, you are what I lack
And if I can't have it, there's no turning back

You kill with each look that isn't my way
My heart it dwindles to the beat of betray
And my sunken soul will forever hate
The way you caught me; I am the bait

This is what it is, Now my feelings will hide
My love for you is draining all of my pride
But always will it stay, never can it leave
For you I'll be strong, but secretly I'll grieve

~rolo

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  • 16 years ago

    by Cassie

    I stumbled onto one of your poems and i wanted to read all that you've written but i got to this one and i'm afraid i must stop... I envy you that words don't betray you the way they do me... this poem made me cry because it is exactly how i feel... i messed up my first love and now i want to die... i wish i could express my feelings like you do in all of your poems.... if only if only... another fairy tale that will never come true... such is life... such is misery

  • 18 years ago

    by Not Bulletproof

    Gorgeous poem, dear...truly breathtaking.

    Take care, and much love,
    - -SJG

  • 18 years ago

    by Once an Angel

    It is almost bizzare that you decided to post this poem and I to read it, because I felt this very same way today and even started crying in school (a huge no in my book,) so I was touched by this poem. My heart goes out for you and all your struggles. Love is beautiful, but to be rejected in return is emotional homicide. I Hope you can pull through hun, and if you find a way to be able to get over it, please let me know, and I will do the same for you.

    -Tainted

  • 18 years ago

    by Nahibi Maldonado

    Excellent poem!

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