Where Did You Go

Hey my dear old friend
I know it's been a while
I have missed you so much
I've missed your beautiful smile

Tell me, where did you go
Without even telling me
I really needed you here
Think of how happy we could be

You left me here all alone
Dealing with this depression
Without you my self-harm
became my main obsession

Well look at me now
Look at what you have done
Where were you all the times
I picked up the loaded gun

I needed you to wipe my tears
all those nights I've cried
But I was left so alone
When I needed you by my side

Why did you come back today
Do you think you can save me
Tomorrow you'll be gone again
There's no longer a "WE"

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I can see how beautiful you are
God you really are getting too thin
Look at your skinny legs now
You are nothing but bones and skin

Listen to what people tell you
I can see you need to gain weight
You most know that you are dying
Get help before it's too late

No please don't go away
I will die without you here
I will starve myself to death
Please don't disappear

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I turn away from the mirror
I know that you are gone
And without you by my side
I'm not strong enough to go on

And I know I will die.....

*This is like the worse poem I have ever written and I know it might not make sense to you. This is about me, yesterday when I looked in the mirror I saw my own beauty for the first time and I knew that I was getting too thin, but today when I looked in the mirror I saw what I use to see....The fat me, the ugly me ect. I just wish that the other me would come back, maybe some day she will....*

Copyright 2006 - Sabrina Stelmach