Numb

People ask"Are you okay,"
And it's like I"m a recorder.
"Yes, I'm fine."
When on the inside,
I don't even know what I am feeling.
It's almost like I've become numb,
To everything,
Everyone.
I have these thoughts of cutting
Letting everyone down,
It's just that..
I need to feel......
Something.
Anything.
Even if that is pain.