Will it

The bruises and burns
leave scars of pain
but i will always remember
what i did was not in vain

i cried and died
slowly inside
because i thought
only you to confide

you knew all my secrets
deepest and darkest
but now out of all my friends
you are the farthest

we were so close
i could read your mind
what happend
your name in my head is all i find

how is it
that you did this to me
why cant i get you out of my head
why is your face the only one i see

i wanna move on
just like you
but im stuck in the past
but i wanna come out brand new

my smile hides my pain
my wrists filled wih blood
tears fall from my face
so many to flood

i am confused in my head
my mind full of doubt
but for some reason
your name i wanna call out

i know you would never hear
as much as i would love to believe
you are with her now
and happiness you will soon achieve

but as for me
what will happen to my heart
will it ever mend
from you tearing it apart

will i ever be happy
without your love for me
will my "ever after"
end up happily