Another poem about him

I recognize I am depressed.
I know it is crazy.
I can't help what I feel
Because he made me dizy

Yes I am talking about him
He was my everything
I struggle not to think of him
I strive not to dream of him

Just what I feel is real
He was my everything.
Why can't I get over him?
Tell me why this is so real.

Another poem about him
Another wasted moment
Don't tell me I am crazy
Please tell me I am normal

Can't help the way I feel
Just want to make it stop
My heart can't take anymore
Because he is gone and never,
Going to come back.

This is my way of healing
So don't tell me I am cliche
I know that's what you think
But if it works then leave me alone

I am done with this poem now
Just wanted to release my feelings
don't read it if you don't want to
Since I can really care less.

Note: At the end I tell you not to read it if you dont want to.. I am refering to my other poems.. I have had a lot of "Oh your poems are to Cliche" or "You have to many Grammer errors" that is why I wrote this the way i did..