The Unsecured Diary Of You!

Sitting in the garden
As the wind sweeps past my face
I wander what could have been
What thoughts would be replaced

Thinking about all the laughs we shared
And all the dreams we shared
The garden turns cold- just like you
As I was soon to realise you never even cared

All the times you said I love you
Not once did I think it would end
I thought what we had was unbreakable
And on you I could depend

But you were soon to leave me
Left me in a state
For all that I ever did for you
You said it was just fate

I remember hating you on that day
As I sat there and begged you
Not wanting to let you go
Not after all we have been through

But you still to this day have no idea
You still don't know half of the story
Of how much pain you put me through
And all the times my life was gory

Yes you hurt me
So why is it I still can love?
Truth is I don't want to loose you
I know we fit like a glove

How many times can we attempt to make it work?
Because I'm not ready to throw it away
I want to have you here with me
I want you to stay!