A clown wears a mask
to make people laugh...

I'm painting a picture of you
the person i used to see...

Just sit back and watch me
watch me while i fall...

Happiness smiles and bids farewell
Spreading her angelic wings...

Insecurities raging
As burning tears fall...

You said you would be there for me
Told me I could be strong...

Lets take a trip through the doors of my mind
lets see what horrors we can find...

Go to sleep, shut your eyes
Fill your thoughts with lullabies...

My sickness courses through each vein
it labels me with a relentless shame...

Mixing black and white to Grey
Its confusing living life this way...

I dance, and laugh, and put on my act
the only one people will see...

Looking into his fearful eyes
I see ribbons of despair...