Sitting in a room,
my wrists are crying...
I scale the walls of society
Looking down to what I am leaving...
I've caught you in another lie
you said you'd never leave...
Should I end it?
Just get it over with...
You knew what it felt like, you knew the pain
Of never being able to see your mother again...
Her tears have stained
her blood has run...
I'm sorry that I wasn't good enough...
to be your porcelain doll...
My life is fading
i hate the way i am...
Running from something deep with inside
erasing, forgetting, the tears that I've cried...
I don't want to be this way anymore
The kind of person that people hate...
Her beauty is known
By anyone but her...
When I look in the mirror
I don't even recognize myself...
This deep voice desire boiling beneath skin
A feeling so haughty, it thinks it could win...
I know I'm stupid,
You remind me everyday...
At this point in life,
I dont have any friends...
Nothingness consumes my soul
where my heart used to be there's an empty hole...
Those teenage years, they are the worst
The make you cry and make you hurt...
Please don't look at me like that
I've tried so hard to hide...
A bruised soul
A bruised heart...
When you look that way
It always makes me cry...
I sat in a corner
Ready to die...
There once was girl who couldnt stand to look in...
A girl whose life was getting scarier and scarier...
Don't hold me close
Let me go...
I can feel it all the time
When im at home when im away...
Hidden in my room
Behind my solid wood door...
...Can't get out
Sheltered in this place...
...
Living like this must be a sin...
Drifting between worlds
A place far from time...
The Killer
By Mark Spencer...
Lonely and hurt,
Broken I remain...