"I promise I'll try harder
I really do," you said...
I will drive a carriage
But I'll also be inside...
When i say i want you to be happy,
i mean it, i really do...
So tiny was that little blade
Who would've known I'd keep it saved...
No one can see it
My invisible tears...
"I love you" is what you say to me
"But I love you more" is my reply...
I wonder why I cannot sleep
I wonder why I cry...
The coldest room in the darkest place
That is where I see his face...
So, here it is...
I cried at night...
I don't know what I'm doing,
I can't breathe in this thick air...
The noises around me drive me insane
The crying, the laughter, the love and the pain...
You can't fix these scars
not if you're the one who made me hurt...