I watched me
Make the same mistakes...

Just a little girl
So lost inside...

She stands alone
Watching him over there...

My head is pounding
And my throat is sore...

So long I've been lying
In the presence of pain...

One small child sits playing
Her parents are outside...

I get crushes on boys
Act like a total fool...

The medication began to improve
My mood, but not my mind...

I remember you
In my dreams you thrive...

Everything I hold onto
Just vanishes before my eyes...

I was told today in church
That feeling you have no meaning...

*I wrote this a while ago, on how I felt then ...
I feel like a rainbow...