How come you don't talk with me
And why aren't things like they use to be...

Look at that girl, who is she?
her eyes are sad and her hands, they bleed...

I started to trust you again
I forgave your lying eyes...

Once I saw the devil in your eyes
So scared of your hurting fists...

4 pounds have I gained
I hate myself for that...

My throat is sore
And my eyes in tears...

Leave me helpless and broken
I deserve to be in this hell...

I've gone back to self-harm
After being able to resist...

Fill up with bitterness and anger
I am so damn angry with you...

God must have had me in mind
the day he sent you in to my life...

I hate myself for falling in love with you
for causing me the pain you let me go through...

The scars that I have
Remind me of my past...