Night after night I cry myself to sleep
Regretting that I again made myself bleed...

I cut my wrist with a razor blade
I need to feel the hurt and pain...

I can't be the one you have looked for
cause I'm not some one to adore...

Sorry if I did something wrong
I was weak and couldn't seem strong...

I feel so restless
I need to sleep...

If I knew it would be my last day
I would spend it with you...

Try to give up and take my last breath
I don´t care anymore...

Dear God it's me again
hear me pray as I lie on my bed...

Dear God
I really hope you get this letter...

In school she was taught how to hate race
but her mom told her, it doesn't matter what...

She stares empty into the dark wall
her eyes are glass like and dead...

Crying out in pain
Alone in my room again...