I will be alright

I hate myself for falling in love with you
for causing me the pain you let me go through
Every day my hate to wards you grows stronger
and God knows I can't take this any longer

I need to get away to stop my endless tears
I have to get rid of the pain I have felt over the years
Your words left me scars on both of my wrists
and you left me bruises on my face with your fists

No longer will I cry myself to sleep at night
I will promise myself that I will be alright
No more cutting because of your hurting words
I will forget all of the lies that I have ever heard

No more planing my own lonely suicide
over something you made me feel so deep inside
No more choking because it is hard for me to breathe
No more praying the Lord my soul to keep

I will die when God decides to end my life
Not because you made me cut my wrists with a knife
So this is my way of saying farvel and goodbye
I hope you FU**ING burn in hell and die

Copyright 2005 - Sabrina Stelmach