How could something so right, turn out so wrong?

I need something to take away all of this pain..

War is never over. The ending of one war is the beginning of another.

The hardest thing for me to do is to look back and know I still love you

Love;it can save your life and it can take your life away

" iwant a boy to cry , pour their how out for me & tell me how much they hate it when they apart from me . "

I'm losing myself to the person i'm not

Http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bxuWSXwR4Mc&feature=player_embedded

^^You gotta watch that, it's so freaking cute.

The worse mistake i have ever made in my life is... meeting you

And if I fall again, please dont make me regret it. I'm tired of hurting; I want to smile. So if this is gonna happen, don't let me be wrong all over again...