To this day i cry for you
and wish for your return
if miracles were real
god would give you back to me

Although i hold many bad intentions on my heart, i'll never speak negative on your behalf.

If you put it to paper, it becomes real. If you read it later, it becomes fresh. If you share it, it becomes education.

Without my window, sitting in the dark, my only companion is myself.

O Please stop acting like you care,leave me alone!!!!!!!1

I'm too strong to stay here, yet too weak to leave
I'm too strong to hold it, yet too weak to breathe

The countdown begins as I think of all the things I'll miss
Today's the day to see if my dream will fly or fall into the abyss
I put on a brave smile, although I know it's fake
I say to myself "No matter if I break"

Fcuk, some day he will come to realization i couldve been the best he ever had, i would never hurt him i would love him with all i have and so much more

As I look in the mirror all I still see is
sadness and dispair a body with
no soul, empty, alive but not there

I JUST lost my best friend
my boyfriend
my 2 friends...
they all walked away from me, now i'm alone.
100% alone