Why does my inadquacy make you smile?

Depth is what i crave for, but the surface is all i can acheve

Yr frnd wants to leave the world n u do everything u can
but wat if yr da one who reli wants to die?
What if yr da one who wants to leave the world?

NO MaN AIvE WiTnEsS StRuGgLeS I SuRviVeD!

My eyes are sore from crying,
my heart is sore from trying,
my soul is sore from dying,

Death is one to be loved
i'm not scared

I want to feel happiness...but the dead cant feel

Put me in the coffin and let me bleed...it feels like home

*looking up from inside the bottom of a silver and black casket seems perfect right about now*

"Watch the rain, so beautiful and red, fall from my wrist and create a pool of blood"

© Angie K