Despite how I feel and despite what I've said, I know in my heart there are no regrets for the dead.

"Even though you are dead...I still wish it was me instead."

You want an honest answer, OK then. I'm not OK, i haven't been for a long time. As a matter of fact I want nothing more than, even on good days, to end my life.

I am choking in this boredom,
the walls are clamping me.
to the other world i have a ticket.
someone shall come and save me,
before i kick the bucket.

You were born closefisted as saying "i will get everything in this world"
but you will die open-fisted and bring nothing to the other world.

Watching him take his last breaths just kills me knowing he might not be here tomorrow

This...
is my death note.

I'm never going to forget you, or any of our memories; not one.
but it seems like you can barely remember my name anymore...

Resting where no shadows fall, In peaceful sleep she awaits us all; God will link the broken chain, When one by one we meet again

Wasted time. Wasted breath.
And for what? There's nothing left.