Why is it so hard to tell people?

Mommy and Daddy,

i'm sorry i'm a screw up, and i'm sorry i'm not the little girl you wanted

When i cut, you hurt, but i feel nothing.

By next morning i wont feel a thing, and you're still be hurting inside after knowing you lost me to death, i guess it won after all

"Dead people wander cause they have no where to go..."

"And here I thought the nightmares were over, foolish me..."

"Well nightmares sorry I've kept you waiting..."

Put the knife to my pale white skin
Red pours out, erase my sin
Scars that stay, wounds that don't heal
Just look at how I've learned to deal...

Last night i was floaded by all the pain he left me with

So together, but still so broken up inside.

I'm sorry i'm not her, i'm sorry i'm not perfect. if you want her so badly, try to get her, and don't try to get me.