I know you've given yourself away to me now, now i feel a weights there, im afraid you;ll miss what you had and want me gone shortly

It's easy to tell me to just be happy.. when your the one who isn't dying inside looking for reasons to be happy.

No, I'm not sensitive, You just don't know the truth about me, and how much i'm hurting inside for reasons you wouldn't understand..

I promised myself i was done cutting..
You gave me a reason to break that promise..

The WORST thing about being lied to is knowing you weren't WORTH the truth.

"Please, don't leave me alone with myself."

But then I realized I had no words to describe the hopelessness in my gut.

Living in Hell....
Parents wont stop fighting !! :((
Want to get out of this hell...

I i promised myself never to depend on anyone, but you screwed that right up.

I just need a body to lay next to me right now, holding me close like im all they need.