Lately youve been causing me more grief than the ultimate feeling of love and being needed, but you made me fall for you long ago, Its as though im bound to now, my true lifeline, without you im nothing but a girl with no purpose.

Its hard to be happy.

So you know the day me, so what, its easy that side, i laugh, act normal, smile but as the day shifts, i turn into someone you wouldnt recognise, a beaten soul seeking release from this ground i stand on.

I just want to roll into a ball in the courner and cry everything i have
inside...i feel like im so alone with all this...no one sees..

Im just to tired of the life i have to live....

Babe, your it, youve chucked me in this pit of love, if someone doesnt dig me out, ive got no doubt im doomed.

As she looks in the mirror
blood streaming down her wrists
she thinks to herself
is this what they wanted
and right before she drops to the floor she whispers
"I hope your happy now"

--unknown

Wishing for a past that didn't hurt so much can only bring a hurt present

"Its as if I haven't really woken up in weeks."

Who is to say what feels "normal" ?