I guess i have to face facts one day, i will never be ok again

They say that I'm a good person. Either they're lying, or they don't know me at all.

I know you're just trying to help, but your guilt trips just drive me further into my self destruction.

Am I even alive?
I can't really tell.
I'm still just trapped in my own little hell.

I know its wrong but ill keep these regrets close till i learn something no matter how long it takes for me to realise that ill never be okay again

Have you ever been sitting at your familys dinning room table and thought to yourslef, "i wish i could go home."

What happens when every single inch of you, inside and out, has a scar. what happens next?

Her life is great
Nothing better exists
But no one can see
The scars on her wirsts

A perfect girl with a perfect kiss
with perfect scars on her perfect wrists

. . .yuu havee NO idea whutt i'vee been thru inn LiFE ; & im too daamnn embarrasedd tuh lett anyybOdyy kno . so for now i'll stayy quiett , CONtiNUE tuh SMiLE , UNtiL i ckantt takee ihtt anyyMOree & BREAkk dwnn .