My humor hides my pain but inside it still remains.

Tears are the words
My heart uses to explain
When my fake smile
Can't cover up my pain

After going crazy, I don't want to waste another minute here.

I know your ready to give up slowly...

Sometimes you need to just fight the pain, no matter how bad it hurts, no matter how much you want to give up, sometimes, fighting is the only option.

Everybody's got a story that will break your heart...

Not seeing a future, living meaningless. where am I going?

One of those days
where you need a hug but
only one persons arms would help, and they're to distant to notice.

I feel dead... i feel alone, i feel trapped in a never ending cycle of sorrow.

What was i supposed to do?
I couldn't handle the stress,
i couldn't deal with the pain,
So i found a way to let it all out...