The pain you have caused will permanently haunt me for the rest of my life....

There's a reason for everything. Just like there's a reason I'm about to commit suicide.

Thiings seem to change over the smallest of times? and we can't help but ask WHY?

I try my best not to be down, but still i see they continue to frown.
Can't be happy can't be sad, can't be cheerful or ever mad.
Made to be perfect made to do right, maybe they'll be happier if i'm completely out of sight.

When I say
" I'm fine"
I want you to say
" Tell me the truth"

"Sometimes I wish I was blind...so I don't have to see you, with him..."

"As the lights turn off and the tears start to fall...my night has finally begun."

"Yet another day...another 24 hours of hell"

I am at my most insightful, when i am underneath the blackest of nights.

I am forever falling, the fallen, or about to fall, needless to say, the bottom scares me no longer...