So many question so many answer but only you can answer them for me.

Oh the horror of a child laying awake each night begging god for the mercy of death....

"How are you suppose to look on the bright side of life when you've looked down your entire life?"

When everything else you've blamed is gone
Will you realize it has been your fault all along?

You tear me down
And then you pick me up
You take it all
And still its not enough
You try to tell me
You can heal me
But Im still bleeding
And youll be the death of me

I feel really bad, When i keep cutting i relize that im still alive

Im sad, Im tired i been living in respit for over a week and i feel myslef giving up i cant do this no more

Athazagoraphobia - The Fear Of Being Forgotten.

A pool wouldn't be big enough for the tears i shed....

I have this act, i smile nd say im fine, but if you look at the scares nd cuts its plain im not, nd if the cuts arnt proof enuf tht im not ok stare in to mi eyes past the lies nd you will see a lil girl that is too lost in depression to be savd.