I wrap all my feelings togeather and tie them up with a smile..

I't only hurts when I'm breathing
my heart only breaks when it's beating
my dreams only die when i'm dreaming..

She says its gonna be sunny tomorrow...

I look out every day and all I see is rain and grey clouds.

Its hard to change when it seems that nothing but pain is all that defines me.

So many question so many answer but only you can answer them for me.

Oh the horror of a child laying awake each night begging god for the mercy of death....

"How are you suppose to look on the bright side of life when you've looked down your entire life?"

When everything else you've blamed is gone
Will you realize it has been your fault all along?

You tear me down
And then you pick me up
You take it all
And still its not enough
You try to tell me
You can heal me
But Im still bleeding
And youll be the death of me

I feel really bad, When i keep cutting i relize that im still alive