I am strugling tonite, I want my mom and dad to be proud of me , i want them to love me, but they wont and i cant relize that, They distoryed my life

I ain't that bad, I'm just messed up
I ain't that sad but I'm sad enough

Mirror Mirror on the wall,
Why is it you did nothing at all,
To tell them what you saw was true?
It was always there, you always knew.

I dont want to talk anymore about what has happened at home cuz im so scared and idk what to do

I cant stop cutting its stoping me from crying its stoping me from talking

Im so sad and scared, i cant do anymore, I need my friends to help me with keeping me buzy cuz im scared

The only way out of this will be suicide , cuz i cant try any harder. im doing my best

I feel so bad, i try so hard i just let out people bring me down i hate my life

As a child i fought not to sleep

As a teen i slept to escape

As an adult i slept to die

I feel like im the only person who could ever love me. I can't trust you and yet you do this to me. I regret the day i layed eyes on you.