Darkness Flows Within My Veins
The Blade Presses To My Skin
Hiding Behind A Mask Of Pain
Fighting A Battle I Cannot Win

Im going to bed. My head hurts, my eyes hurts. Most of all im so sad and im numbing myself from my life.. i just want to pretend!!!!!!!!!

Now letz play pretend, so i can get on with my life , and tell everyone im fine, and hid everything i feel , so i cant be hurt

I hope there proud, my family got me scared against talking. I can feel myself shutting down. I just cant be strong much longer.

I am strugling tonite, I want my mom and dad to be proud of me , i want them to love me, but they wont and i cant relize that, They distoryed my life

I ain't that bad, I'm just messed up
I ain't that sad but I'm sad enough

Mirror Mirror on the wall,
Why is it you did nothing at all,
To tell them what you saw was true?
It was always there, you always knew.

I dont want to talk anymore about what has happened at home cuz im so scared and idk what to do

I cant stop cutting its stoping me from crying its stoping me from talking

Im so sad and scared, i cant do anymore, I need my friends to help me with keeping me buzy cuz im scared