The only way out of this will be suicide , cuz i cant try any harder. im doing my best

I feel so bad, i try so hard i just let out people bring me down i hate my life

As a child i fought not to sleep

As a teen i slept to escape

As an adult i slept to die

I feel like im the only person who could ever love me. I can't trust you and yet you do this to me. I regret the day i layed eyes on you.

I said goodbye you cheak tuched mine as you pulled away. your lips lighty brushed bye. and tears spilled of my face.

When you start to pull your hair out
To keep from reaching for a knife
I'll laugh out loud once again proud
To say, "Welcome to my life"

Trying to be happy,
Is like trying to stay strong,
When what you were trying to love with,
Was broken all along

And this is all that's left for me,
The end of pain I'll never see.

You don't know this, but if you hadn't stayed up with me until 5:15 that morning, I would have actually killed myself. Thank you.

I am not brave enough to take the risks that would make me truly happy.