Who ever said patience is the key. its been years..and still i cant work out which door or the cut & curve of the metal key. i havent even seen the peephole through the door.

Waiting for what. id love to know, maybe then i could vaguely see through this deep dark fog vibrating off my skin.

Don't stop... dont stop speaking, listening, conversing.
Don't stop touching, holding, feeling.
Just don't stop moving, or the burning thoughts will take a hold and swallow you.

=( a smile could hide everything buh tears thats when da smile gose away nd the depression comes along...

Gradually then suddenly,
Thats how depression hits.

- Prozac Nation

"No matter how beautiful and breath taking someone's else's smile is, it will never be as special as yours."

I can't sleep, I wish I had slept last night.
This place is dry, it has no substance.
Hell my own city has no substance.
But at least it's moist; Thats got to count for some thing, right?

-From my poem I Can't Sleep-

Go ahead and ignore me.

i'll scamper off in the shadows where i can hide, and where i have always hidden.
Don't listen to me, you've made it clear i'm not worth the time.
no, don't worry about me...i'm sure i'll be fine...

WHY CRY A RIVER OVER HIM & DROWN YOURSELF IN YOUR SORROW WHEN HE'S NOT GOING TO JUMP IN AN SAVE YOU ?.........

" & I continue to live on this earth, knowing, you don't care anymore. "