Everything is wrong. nothing is right.

After a few months of seeing my psychiatrist..
He finally said.." Maybe life isn't for everyone.."

"forgive and forget" is what we're told but forgiving is easy, forgetting is like putting a band-aid on an open wound; even though there's a band-aid doesn't mean the wound is healed.

Time after time you ask me
"Are you alright?"
If I was, you wouldn't wonder.

Who ever said patience is the key. its been years..and still i cant work out which door or the cut & curve of the metal key. i havent even seen the peephole through the door.

Waiting for what. id love to know, maybe then i could vaguely see through this deep dark fog vibrating off my skin.

Don't stop... dont stop speaking, listening, conversing.
Don't stop touching, holding, feeling.
Just don't stop moving, or the burning thoughts will take a hold and swallow you.

=( a smile could hide everything buh tears thats when da smile gose away nd the depression comes along...

Gradually then suddenly,
Thats how depression hits.

- Prozac Nation

"No matter how beautiful and breath taking someone's else's smile is, it will never be as special as yours."