They all sat down to say goodbye
To this girl they once knew
So young and brave
To hide her pain
So her misery wouldn't shine through
Everyday a smile, formed upon her face
Like nothing was ever wrong
As if everything was in its place

I'm broken but smiling.

She's standing on a line between giving up & seeing how much more she can take.

I only cry in the rain
so no one notices my pain...

I can't stand looking in the mirror
.....cuz all i see is a failure...

"You ask whats wrong so i reply NOTHING, as i turn around and whisper to myself; EVERYTHING"

Everything is wrong. nothing is right.

After a few months of seeing my psychiatrist..
He finally said.." Maybe life isn't for everyone.."

"forgive and forget" is what we're told but forgiving is easy, forgetting is like putting a band-aid on an open wound; even though there's a band-aid doesn't mean the wound is healed.

Time after time you ask me
"Are you alright?"
If I was, you wouldn't wonder.