People ask how can you tell yourself its going to be ok when in reality its not
Well I believe everyone Else's lies y not my own.

The bold crimson blood flowing from the cut
is the only reminder she is still alive

When I say that I don't care
It's when I care the most.

I'm so sick, infected with emptiness....

In the distance, I see a darker light.

"I close my eyes
To see a world of my desire
I tell you the truth
Only to become the liar"

~Travis Fuller

"YAH Many doctors would say depression is curable. Well sure, they can give you a drug to force a smile, but no medication in the world can hide the sick and cruel reality of every single friend leaving you in the dark....."

You can only lie to yourself so long, until it comes true.

Smiling though depression, my specialty.

I almost died last night and no one will ever know...