"YAH Many doctors would say depression is curable. Well sure, they can give you a drug to force a smile, but no medication in the world can hide the sick and cruel reality of every single friend leaving you in the dark....."

You can only lie to yourself so long, until it comes true.

Smiling though depression, my specialty.

I almost died last night and no one will ever know...

My mood is now idk and idc
cause its better not to know so you don't get hurt
and its better not to care so you don't have to pretend to be ok

Pain...to much to handle
but not enough to give up

Drown in a sea of my own red tears

I feel like I'm just taking up empty space, cause everyone just ignores me and wants nothing to do with me.

Why is it, that just about everyone gets rid of their problems by using violence?

She gave up on making friends because she got tired of being stabbed in the back.