You know how to play that game
even though you're the only one who plays
so attached to the feelings that you fake
your weakness is your only strength

I forget to dream in color
I am better off alone
Honest hearts are undercover
We are shadows on our own
Lose ourselves in open waters
Always swimming back to shore
My addictions have no bounderies
Now I'm crying out for more
~TrApT~

Another day another fake painted smile

The rain may hide your tears but remember the sun will always shine again...

It feels like the first time that we've fallen behind and we've faltered to fall down, no one can save us...

It may be sick.
It may be twisted.
But I love that burn.
The scarlet drops falling.
The one time I feel alive.

Try walkinq one step in my shoes...
i quarantee you'll fall..

Maybe i only smile because i know what's going to happen to me later...

" Lost in this cold and lonely world. I can't speak. I just turn my head embarrased, hopefully noone can see. The disappoint on my face, because of the way life's treating me. " - lisamay.

" Where are the roads? People say that we'll finally find our way, but there are no tracks no signs, no nothing. I'm stuck here. Every night hurts because this place seems too familiar. How can i get out of here? "- lisamay.