I try to drink the pain away.
It doesn't work.

Isolation is the Path to a Personalized Hell.

This endless up tide, uncertain emptiness growing deep down inside with emotions so intertwine that its speechless to say.

"You said you'd always be there for me and to care for me, so how come when i'm screaming at the top of my voice for a helping hand, you don't come?"

"And i'm still waiting for that emptiness in my heart to be filled..."

Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no one else to blame

-- Sia - Breathe Me

I'm not always wrong, but I was never right..

Here I am Falling, Once again into the blackness I'd left behind, all because nothing is ever good enough for you, and everything I do is wrong - you never were proud of your daughter

I will say I love you
For my heart says
“it is true”
And so I love you
Don’t be bother my lady
For you will learn
how to love me too.
One more relationship
To be born
Another heart
To be torn.

I am no more da real me