If I Could Be One Thing;
It Would Be, To Be NOTHING Like YOU.

Either way, awake or not.. I'm still in a nightmare.

Sometimes it's what a person doesn't do, impacts another greater, more than what they do.

What's the point in continuing on
When you don't even have the strength to stand

All alone again
Some days I feel liek just dying
And others I don't have enough in me to even stand up.

When your depressed and someone asks you 'whats wrong' isnt that going to make you even more depressed because they are asking you to relive your past and then they say 'oh' and walk away.

Just because you never see the tears in her eyes from crying, and never hear that anythings ever wrong. Doesnt mean she's not good at lying, maybe she is just good at acting strong.

Why people want to be understood although all what they need ,is to be felt!

I wish something horrible would happen to me
So i could see who acctauly cared
And so i could finnaly feel something again.

I can't feel anymore pain
No matter what i do
I just sit here drenched in blood
Feeling numb