Just because you never see the tears in her eyes from crying, and never hear that anythings ever wrong. Doesnt mean she's not good at lying, maybe she is just good at acting strong.

Why people want to be understood although all what they need ,is to be felt!

I wish something horrible would happen to me
So i could see who acctauly cared
And so i could finnaly feel something again.

I can't feel anymore pain
No matter what i do
I just sit here drenched in blood
Feeling numb

I'm running our of things to feel.
I used to feel sad, hurt, broken, and alone.
And now I jsut feel numb....

I'm sitting in my white gown
All alone on the couch
I'm drenched in tears
My heart's shattered
But when I open my eyes
And discover Im alone
I'm destroyed.

What are you supposed to do
WHen your dreams will never come true
When everyone leaves you
ANd your stuck here all alone with no one to turn to....

Every night brings a long painful fight,
A new morning everyday , but the same old pain, and same old sigh.

I was off my medication when I broke up with you.
I had to go back on them though to live with what I've done.

Go ahead take all I have
My innocence and my life.
but don't make a mistake,
because my hand might slip and cutt your head off.