Trying to make sense of life trying to find out where I belong where my life is headed what I've done wrong.

I've ended nights with no recollection, Woke with headaches, withdraws,and vomiting...Still topping the night of narcotics, alcohol, and the same ol, trying forget myself.

Sweet dreams of innocent youth......we now but wish for such illusions.

Ignore me then tell me im nothing.
it doesnt matter anymore,
because nothing hurts when your dead on the inside...

__;the sadness in her eyes screamed more
p-a-i-n then the bruisers on her body_x

How do you know if you are really depressed, self-absorbed or just plain lonely?

How can i be myself if you force emotions out of me all the time?

Words must be mute, for no one wishes to hear her petty cries.

Im starting to believe this all isnt worth it cuz i know what i need and its u

" all i see is the rain coming at me, the night taking over the sky, the trees blowing it`s way to stand. all i feel.. is empty. "