I dont want to live like this, there has to be better somewere

&& i relize im the only one trying to get better when she wont admitt theres anything going on

No word can describe what I'm feeling
I feel like the past is just repeating. I thought that for a minute I was happy
But it couldn't last so long . . .I don't know if I am smiling for real. I feel like a soulless body...

My mind is stained with your face
my covers still void with your scent...

sitting in your old room
doesn't smell like you

no... smells like you no more

"I only do this to cover up for who I really am."

"What did I do to deserve this?"

Dear World,

you got your wish.

Im Saying goodbye.

Love,

the one No one Cares About.

Love hurts and so does Hate...

so what is left for me to feel?

death?

I cut, you cry. What do I do? I cant stop. All I get is yellin at me when I cut but I cant do anything about the fact YOU are the reason why I'M cutting.

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Each scar you leave my heart,makes another on my wrist.