&& so im gonna rite your name but its kinda differnt im gonna do it with a razor blade im gonna do it on my arm now u will be here with me and your rite bye my side

I have doubts, and i have dreams...
how come the only thing ever coming true are the doubts???????

With each day that passas, my soul slowly crumbles into nothingness.

I'd rather be dead than be alone because it wouldnt make a difference if i was gone anyways.
CourtneyxHolland

I want to go back to believing in everything and knowing nothing at all.
CourtneyxHolland

Sometimes you put walls up not to keep people out, but to see if who cares to break them down for they can find you
CourtneyxHolland

Failing these trials,
But you stand by me
nonetheless
And you wont let me sink
Though im begging you too
Courtneyxholland

.:__|DONT CRY|__:.
...
.:__|IM NOT WORTH YOUR TEARS|__:.

I'm not able to stop the self distruction its to damn addicting, so give me another hit of the shit you call pain.

"This is the only place where I can feel accepted and understood."