Sometimes it feels like loving and trying to care for people is like wading through oceans of eggshells -- each small move means another crack.

How can you understand something that's never happened to you?
How can you deal with something you cant stand?
How can you imagine life without it something or someone?

Dont you just hate it when you want to burst into tears but you cant bare to listen to your own sobs.

You can still laugh
when you are miserable
You just cant feel the warmth
that laughter brings

You may glue a shattered thing back together, but is cracks show it to be forever broken.....

Someday things will get better,
sounds like a lie covering up the truth,
you think your helping me feel better,
but im wise beyond my youth.

&just when I thought I'd never feel this feeling again...

She swallows sadness instead of calories...

I rather be alone than knowing one day your gonna leave me.
But..sometimes I need someone to stop me from ending me.

I'm trying my best to keep my hopes high,
But all of the time I wonder if I'll survive.
Last time I fell into nothing but sadness,
I can't hope again to make it past that kind of madness.

*From my poem: Revolving Door