Just because you see me happy on the outside
Doesnt mean that im also happy in the inside

My feelings are hard to express
that sometimes its better just to lock them inside

Why does it feel
that even though how hard i try
ill never be good enough for anybody

Silent Screams And Cries For Help Scribbled In The Blood Of Misery And Pain Never Relenting.

The only way you can help me out is to please forget about it.
(Of course, when I say that, it is never the truth.)

This blade is my only friend.

Suicide is the only thing you don't have to live with the regret of.

"People stare and all I can feel is the tears rolling down my face."

No matter how many times someone has complements you it has no effect when you have been insulted so many times

I could write 1001 things about how wrecked and fcked up my life is right now , but it's going to take forever . I promise .