I tried to be perfect, but i can't keep this act up anymore..

I hate the truth
there is nothing lie in my world
more than your love........

It makes me sick to my stomach when I think about how easily you fooled me into thinking you actually cared. What if everyone else has been doing that just to get things from me like you did? Because of you I'm afraid of trusting anyone anymore.

Dont cut I learned the habit gets worse no matter what u do
a powerful voice inside ur head is tellin u its goin 2 be ur last time be u give up the habit 4 good it gets 2 the point everytime is the last
u c a pattern
its so hard 2 say u have a problem

Even if things just so happen to get better....the damage has already been done.

For you eating is a habit

for me its one hell of a chore

Everytime you leave me cuts me deeper because thats all ive been use to seeing...people coming in and outta my life </3

You don't really love me
...you just wanna use me
you just wanna make me
hurt inside when you leave
me to feel good bout you're
self that you crushed a heart
just to see me hurt is a pleasure
for you:(

One part of me is still fighting, the other part of me is already gone.

Over all, no one understands and everything is just best to keep it in, but glad i have those who cares..