Your heart got broken
your world is crushed
you try to explain what happened
they just't dont understand

I may be smiling on the outside,
But inside I'm dying.
I may say that I'm ok,
But honestly I'm lying.
I may not cry in front of you,
But that doesnt mean the tears dont shed.
I may act like I'm enjoying life
When really I want to be dead.

My heart hurts
I don't know why
I feel so happy
But want to cry
I feel I'm going CRAZY!!!

"I'm okay, Just tired."
Biggest lie ever...

"I knew that when/if you left me my whole world would crumble down around me, but I didn't know that I was so far in the mud, I would want you to shot me!"

What's the point of living if you don't want me?

Love? Lies? What's the difference?

There's a good side to getting hurt a lot...after a while it just doesn't bother you as much

My defence when I'm depressed is to snap at everybody.
Nobody suspects anything but my friends.
Not even my family suspects because they're to busy with themselves.
Why is this you ask, because nobody cares.

I wrap two blankets around me and still feel cold only to find out it's not my body that's cold but my heart. <3