I want this over

"You can choose to be happy or sad and whichever you choose that is what you get. No one is really responsible to make someoneelse happy, no matter what most people havebeen taught and accept as true."

Told my best friend what I've been doing , regret it terribly now that she looks at me with such judging eyes......

All they see is the smiles and the laughing part of me, why can't they look a little closer and see my cold and distant eyes that bear so many burdens someone my age shouldn't have. i'm starting to think i need help .... but i dont know how to get it :(

Tonight is one of those nights where saddness takes over where sleep should be...

Cutting my losses
was the best thing to do
it helped me to heal and move on

Pain, slowly goes away
scars are a constant reminder

People think I do this stuff to get attention,
but really it's just my way of saying "screw off"

There is a variety of things
you can do alone
being lonely
is missing that certain someone

Your heart got broken
your world is crushed
you try to explain what happened
they just't dont understand