Tonight is one of those nights where saddness takes over where sleep should be...

Cutting my losses
was the best thing to do
it helped me to heal and move on

Pain, slowly goes away
scars are a constant reminder

People think I do this stuff to get attention,
but really it's just my way of saying "screw off"

There is a variety of things
you can do alone
being lonely
is missing that certain someone

Your heart got broken
your world is crushed
you try to explain what happened
they just't dont understand

I may be smiling on the outside,
But inside I'm dying.
I may say that I'm ok,
But honestly I'm lying.
I may not cry in front of you,
But that doesnt mean the tears dont shed.
I may act like I'm enjoying life
When really I want to be dead.

My heart hurts
I don't know why
I feel so happy
But want to cry
I feel I'm going CRAZY!!!

"I'm okay, Just tired."
Biggest lie ever...

"I knew that when/if you left me my whole world would crumble down around me, but I didn't know that I was so far in the mud, I would want you to shot me!"