What if you go through your whole life thinking someones out to kill you, but in the end, you realize that you are that person??

"I walk with only one eye open, because a part of me will always be in the dark."

I just can't sleep, when I know things arn't alright.

To feel the knife I put to my skin
My heart as broken as my ways
This fall was never meant to last
The reason gone and damage stays

Shes not alone...
But my god is she lonely...

You know someday I may get over being a freak, but you YOU WILL NEVER STOP BEING A JERK!

Numb...
I miss it.
Not caring, not feeling-
Just a comforting embrace
Of complacent illusions
Telling yourself-
It doesn't really matter,
In the end..
That you are better off
Alone.

So I'll laugh away the pain, and dry the tears from my eyes - knowing i'll never be good enough no matter how hard I try.

Cause messing up takes practice, and on that; im well rehearsed.<3

Suicide isn't always a question, sometimes it's my answer..