"don't initiate a conversation that instigates a confrontation. i've found a new best friend in hatred that says that it's too damn late to save this. "

cont.

I knew the time was coming,
I didn't think it would be so soon,
Depression and mania grabs you and kicks you where it hurts.

Sadness hurt not just your body but mind and soul

Dear heart, why do you beat still? What did I do to make you hurt so?

Family is supposed to be the glue that keeps you sane.... but my family seems to be coming undone.

"Embracing Death and Loving Life Less." - Amanda Melissa

"Depression is an Ugly thing that can be bestowed unto the Happiest people on this planet." -Amanda Melissa

I hate what you've cast upon me, I'm ecstatic you chose me but cant ever say goodbye to you. Im a prisoner in love.

The thought of you not in my life, saddens me knowing ill turn to the one thing that can kill me.

"I just wanna fill this hole in my heart...but the closest thing I can find is my pillow..."